Future Me

I was going thru my youtube likes and I found a song that I liked.
I am sure that I listened to the song once. While looking for songs of this genre. It probably showed up on the recommendation bar.
Finding it felt as if someone recommended this song to me
and now, past me is showing me this song to listen to and enjoy.

It hit me...

I changed. I changed a lot.
I would not believe it if someone told me that I would be where I am now ten years ago.. or five.. or three.

I was a different person in the past.
A person who was at the same spot. A person who sat down and looked for songs.
Someone who was looking forward to the future.
Someone who cared to share something they loved

I am sure that he was not having the most fun
he was beat up. stressed. worried about what there is to come
He should be proud. happy. full of joy.

I am worried, stressed, beat up. Now. I should not be.
It is a loop. Reminding me where I started.

I am here because of him. Now he is passing the torch.

As my future me will look back and want to see a better me.